no. as well as youalways do this! alex and tommy had been going back and forth with each other for at least ten minutes. this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! he was only partially aware while the principle gave a speech. continued until liam showed up and pulled jordan off him. Contact yes. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. we arent exclusive, or dating. yeah yeah once he saw his dad make his way towards the front door saying something along the lines of picking up his bags tomorrow while the kids are at school, he bolted up, running to meet his dad at the door. The original title of the song is Red. he was now aware of his body shaking and the tears rolling down his cheeks. alex stood in the middle of junes room, shivering, with his clothes dripping rainwater all over the light purple carpet. in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. Make sure your selection 2. june thatsamebarista throwing herself at him from across the table. i know. henrys soft voice cut through the silence, what do you want love? his voice was nothing more than a whisper. sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. it all happened too fast for him to catch up, all he knew was he mumbled out a stop against her lips. The Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords ends here. he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. losing him was blue like i've never known | TISCALI MEDIA, a.s. | The song name is Red (Live cover). he didnt care about that right now. alex has no one there for him in the aftermath. Or not all he wanted. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted is right there in front of you, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. He.. What? losing him was blue like i've never known missing him was dark gray all alone forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met but loving him was red loving him was red touching him was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you memorizing him was like easy as knowing all the words to your own favorite . he didnt care. by now alex was aware of a few things. she might actually feel free from him for once in her life. see, you know i love you, and i cant believe you would ever doubt me about that. the moment we have all been waiting for. Fighting with him was like, trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. Note: When you embed the widget in your site, it will match your site's styles (CSS). i hate to be the bearer of bad news but your life isnotas bad as you make it seem and youre so overdramatic, cant it ever be about me? alex wanted to cry. alex melted into the kiss for a moment, pulling away when henry did. as well as i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. do youEVERthink of anyone besides yourself? being bibeing who i am- its so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who im with, it feels like im losing that part of me, he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and i just cant do it anymore. 5. tommy but somehow, its just always my fault, right?, no i never said that tommy please, i promise. alex please. 6. henry. All Rights Reserved 2023.. Free Theme By, Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords, How Could We Ever Just Be Friends I Would Rather Die Than Let You Go Chords, Alapatra Chords | Sajjan Raj Vaidya | Yabesh Thapa. Down a dead-end street. tommy simply just stared at alex. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. alexs head felt hazy and he wasnt 100% sure if he answered but if he did it was something along the lines of just hold me for a little while, please.. and i know how hard it is to come out, but its been 3 years. they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. An annotation cannot contain another annotation. did anyone notice all my titles being taylor songs?! if alex didnt feel the pleasure he felt he should have in this moment, he doesnt tell anyone. his expression was empty as he stared ahead, his body curling in on itself on instinct. 95 guests tears silently ran down his cheeks at the feeling of comfort. he was almost sure he did. henry would hate him. touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi Chapter 3: nora Summary: alex has a horrible day at school. but loving him was red he sat down in the media center during his free period, taking out the calculus homework he was just assigned the period before. he wanted to be happy with his boyfriend for once, sue him. 5. tommy sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. dont. he was vaguely aware of the fact that he had been mumbling sorrys for the last 10 minutes, and he still was. Thank You. Presenting you Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics by Fifth Harmony. did anyone notice all my titles being taylor songs?! im not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. nora doesn't let him talk about it. liam always claimed he just wasnt ready yet but alex did not believe he would ever be ready. wishing you never found out love could be that strong touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi. the girl, jordan, either did not hear him or just did not care because she stayed planted in her seat. he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. he ignored the scolding coming from his mom about how he should be in bed. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. i messed up, his voice a whisper, i got scared because youve been so so good to me lately but i've beensuch a bad husband. mindlessly, he ran his hands up and down on his bare arms where junes hands were just. youre right, im sorry. 6. henry. he practically melted into the couch, making himself look smaller than he actually was. once he heard the slamming of the car door, and the decrescendo of the car engine, he was sure he would never feel hurt like this again. this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. alex refused to believe nora really thought this. he was practically vibrating with joy as he led his senior class in moving the tassel, then leading them into throwing their caps into the air. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), 1. ellen and oscar congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. left kudos on this work! youve been doing such big things and i understand its going to take up some more time. you cannot possibly think that thats true, because youre so so important to me. liam reached his arm out to try and grab alexs shoulder but he abruptly thrust his body backward, practically falling on his back. to everyone else hewassingle. burning red pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. it wasnt a big deal. i guess im just worried, but im sorry. dont touch me. to everyone else hewassingle. just because i get with other people sometimes doesnt mean i dont care about you. Please consider turning it on! Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street, Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly, Losing him was blue, like id never known, Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you, Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes, And thats why hes spinning around in my head, Cause loving him was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street. i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. Was right there in front of you. alex fell asleep with his hands clutching his blanket against his chest, and some lotion june had rubbed on his cheek only a few moments before, making the injury sting more than he thinks it should. he held alex. and i got scared because im selfish, and a horrible person who lets horrible things happen to them and soon- soon youre gonna realize all of this and leave me and im gonna end up just like my parents. he watched as her body tensed, her jaw clenching as she pushed her hair out of her face. Official lyric video by Casting Crowns performing All You've Ever Wanted (C) 2013 Provident Label Group LLC, a unit of Sony Music EntertainmentiTunes: http:/. i just miss him, alex whispered, his voice barely audible. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users instead, alex broke the silence for him, continuing on, someone kissed me today and i didnt want it. he pulled them up over his head, covering his ears, letting out soft sobs into the silent air. she was blabbing on about getting his number, or a date, or something? and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. you were not asking for it. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. but that doesnt mean anything. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. . all he knew was that once he heard the words, fine then leave, see if i fucking care leave his moms mouth, he had to do something. All the words to your old favorite song. and besides, i said i was sorry, what more could you want from me. alexs heart wholly broke. this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! he cocooned himself in his blankets, the energy of his sobs tiring him out, and carrying him off to sleep. why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. he picked at the wood table, small pieces falling to the ground. he pushed himself up on his tiptoes letting his lips meet tommys. Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong. oh losing him was blue like i've never known Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with. alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. go to sleep alex.. you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. missing him was dark gray all alone he was only partially aware while the principle gave a speech. he didnt deserve that comfort. . sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. he jumped into liams arms, virtually knocking him over, WE DID IT! he then allowed tommy to drag him to the bedroom and allowed tommy to take him. i messed everything up, and now youre mad at me. it is super unlikely that the people in alexs life did not hug him on a regular basis, but im a sucker for angst so. starts and ends within the same node. i love you so bloody much it hurts. how much longer do you need to discover yourself. as well as but thats not true. you cannot possibly think that thats true, because youre so so important to me. liam reached his arm out to try and grab alexs shoulder but he abruptly thrust his body backward, practically falling on his back. and its so much easier to not let it all happen to me, and trying to leave you was so selfish of me, but its so much easier. but loving him was red. 2. june That's why he was so happy when you two started your thing. i was talking alex! Notes: (See the end of the chapter for notes .) tommy skateboarded, played the guitar and drums, and was way to occupied being the cool kid on campus to worry about his studies. . Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met. even when he hastily threw his body back, his eyes wide and almost scared, she still didnt seem to get the hint. he swiftly moved passed henry when he opened the door, his brain moving 100 miles per hour. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. as well as liam i know how hard it is for you- really. he immediately pushed his arms to wrap around himself, letting his tears fall freely, sobs shaking his shoulders against the couch. anytime i get to spend with you in enough, i dont care what we are doing.. the first day of senior year. "He had it bad for you forever. gotta let go Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed Album, Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. alex felt his body almost sag in relief, melting into henrys embrace. june probably wouldnt have heard him if not for their proximity. are you single? he inwardly cringed at the question. he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to . 5. tommy he never meant to get so angry. pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. nora doesnt let him talk about it. he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. 4. liam he didnt know. she sat down across from him, a smile plastered across her face. [Verse 2: Camila & Dinah] Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted. i could never ever be mad at you for that, becausei love you.. she just stared at him, he could almost see the gears turning in her head. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. he was now aware of his body shaking and the tears rolling down his cheeks. i know. in a desperate attempt to control his breathing, he fell to the ground, his body formed a small shaking ball on the ground. 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Losing him was blue like I've never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met But loving him was red Yeah red Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song 95 guests i am really enjoying writing this. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. he heard his dad say goodbye to june, then stopping at him whispering, goodbye mijo, te amo.. Memorizing him was as easy as knowing. Memes | Lyrics | TikTok Trends | Instagram Filters. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. he was practically vibrating with joy as he led his senior class in moving the tassel, then leading them into throwing their caps into the air. you did not consent for it. i guess i'm just worried, but i'm sorry. liam was only a friend. but everything in his gut shifted when he saw the way liam beamed at him with joy mid speech. i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. its okay now, ill leave and you dont have to worry about it now. he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. in that moment he was sure he could feel his heart breaking. why? 2023 henry would hate him. About the project, and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken, henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. You know he's an all or nothing kind of guy." "I.. it hurts me and makes me feel bad that you think like that. Songs lyrics and translations to be found here are protected by copyright of their owners and are meant for educative purposes only. what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. Loving him is like trying to change your mind. that should be a series tbh. Report illegal content. he had been on edge all day and this just tipped him right over. she was blabbing on about getting his number, or a date, or something? 95 guests Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong 4. liam but they get in a little fight. he felt a feeling in his chest, almost like the feeling he got when he was gonna cry. it was hopeless for them. he made a brief list in his mind. cause loving him was red alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. although it was obvious they had something special, liam wasnt out yet, and they could only meet in secrecy. do you ever think of how your actions affect other people? alex stared, dumbfounded, as june kept screaming at him. what? alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. missing him was dark gray all alone alex please. he pushed . we arent exclusive, or dating. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. Work Search: While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. which was definitely way to fast. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. comes back to me burning red but loving him was red losing him was blue like i've never known henry im sorry. "don't. don't touch me. he was such an important part of my life and he justnever really wanted me at all.. remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes he pushed himself up on his tiptoes letting his lips meet tommys. it was his first real relationship with another guy after coming out, and it only lasted 2 months before he sent him an out of the blue text, simply stating he did not care about alex like alex cared about him. tommy simply just stared at alex. alex wished he could just get swallowed by a hole in the floor right now. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. i know you are going through so so much right now but do you know how hard it was- how hard it was for me to find my 17 year old brotherblack out drunk on a park bench in the rain. alex looked down at his socked feet, kicking it back and forth on junes carpet. it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. he couldnt tell henry. and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken," henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. im sorry. alex stood up, moved upstairs ignoring henrys shouts. left kudos on this work! you did not consent for it. im not mad per se, i just would have never said any of this stuff to you. once he saw his dad make his way towards the front door saying something along the lines of picking up his bags tomorrow while the kids are at school, he bolted up, running to meet his dad at the door. when he got home, his first instinct was the invite nora over, hoping for some positive reinforcement from her. 5. tommy he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. alex has a horrible day at school. liam scoffed, taking a large step towards alex, you know thats not true. instead, with the sounds of alexs pleads of sorry and please forgive me, and one last final push, june, close to yelling, GET OUT!. henry was sure he would do anything for this man. Missing him was dark gray, all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Loving him was red Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song 3. nora This work could have adult content. it was then he realized he had never stopped his mumbles of stop and please and no.. he didnt care. liam always claimed he just wasnt ready yet but alex did not believe he would ever be ready. alex stayed with tommy for another full 2 months before june forced alex to break up with him after hearing one of their fights during holiday break. We bring you the songs Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. oh red Work Search: you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. its okay now, ill leave and you dont have to worry about it now. where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. loving him was red alex didnt know nora hated him so much. Faster than the wind, passionate as sin. her definition of horrible was getting put next to someone she didnt like in one of her college lectures. he made a brief list in his mind. she just violently shook her head, using the back of her hand to wipe away her tears. Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Oh red burning red Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go But moving on from him is impossible When I still see it all in my head Burning red! you did not consent for it. the bars were cold against his face and made him cringe. not one bit. alex looked into his eyes, the joy in his eyes from before now replaced with shame. i hate to be the bearer of bad news but your life isnotas bad as you make it seem and youre so overdramatic, cant it ever be about me? alex wanted to cry. what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. Videos were added by DanuL97, Moonblade, Lenin606. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. I NEVER ASKED YOU TO WORRY ABOUT ME! he knew his argument was weak and invalid, but really all he could do was get defensive. i would have never wanted you to feel like this. the night was promptly finished with june showing alex how horrible of a boyfriend tommy was. 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Losing him was blue like I'd never known. youve been doing such big things and i understand its going to take up some more time. after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. just talk to me.. its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. well i had to have been asking for it, right? and besides, i said i was sorry, what more could you want from me. alexs heart wholly broke. theres a feeling alex cant find when hefinallygets the comfort hes been waiting for all this time. are you single? he inwardly cringed at the question. ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. forgetting him was like the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. and i know how hard it is to come out, but its been 3 years. i was gonna hold off on posting this one, but i could wait any longer. it was a habit he took up the night his dad had left him, and he had nothing, and no one to turn to. as soon as she got there she went off on a tangent about how horrible her day was. he sat down in the media center during his free period, taking out the calculus homework he was just assigned the period before. he dug his nails into his skin drawing blood from the crescent shaped scars on his palms. i messed up, his voice a whisper, i got scared because youve been so so good to me lately but i've beensuch a bad husband. 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